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by Mental Discipline

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Intro 02:57
Six long years in the darkness and cold With so many problems that cannot be solved Every day I try to cure my madness inside But still I’m stuck in a mad house that’s called my life Hold me closer, hold me stronger Take care of me Bring me medicine, give me water And I’ll make you see Chorus: Welcome to my madhouse I see you, I feel you If we can split our hearts I know my dreams will become true Welcome to my madhouse Save me! Help me! All we need is several hours There’s no way to be cured for me Crawling slowly into my head Make me believe that I’m not going mad Injections you deliver can’t help me anymore I wanted you to cure me but now I’m not so sure Hold me closer, hold me stronger Take care of me Bring me medicine, give me water And I’ll make you see
Neon light is shining On your velvet skin and diamond eyes It's no use denying You are running from the paradise But the gates are hidden And the key is lost inside your heart Winter feels much colder Tearing our world apart Chorus: So we fall to pieces You did not want to die or live Wasted are your feelings And still it's so hard to believe That we fall to pieces There are no reasons to go on You have lost your feelings And now you suffer on your own Do you hear me calling? Trying not to make the same mistakes As your eyes get blurry And you feel this pain will never end Final fantasy turning Before the fear deletes your face Run away, run away from here Never to return to my embrace
Many wasted years have left behind Nothing but the misery inside All I know is just one thing for sure I don't wanna bear it anymore You could be the one to get me out From the claws of misery and doubt 'Cause I see the shining of your light I won't let this moment pass me by Chorus: In the moment that lies between us now Shine on me with your light I just wanna be honest to the end Shine on me with your light I just want you to see behind my eyes Shine on me with your light I just want you to look into my heart Trying to push memories aside To the darkest corners of my mind But the scars of past they still feel sore I don't wanna feel it anymore Help me to restore my peace of mind Heal me with your shining golden light As I see you coming closer now Promise, I will never let you down
I’m gonna change my mind To make my heart stronger 'Cause every time we fight You want me just to suffer longer It doesn’t matter how I will survive Without you I keep myself alive… I'm gonna try to take All the moments back again 'Cause nothing's left for me To stop this endless pain My desperation helps me to forget your face But I have to admit some things are painful to erase Chorus: We are walking in two different ways We have a different destination I hope I'll never see you all these days And will forget your eyes full of passion We are walking in two different lines We must decide it now or never If It’s Impossible to change our lives Go away or stay together
Hey, I know what do you feel The deepest things you can't reveal I've come to take you far from here Pain and sorrow on your way I will make them go away Time has come and you should know I'm the one These cruel words they say to you Oh, I know the hurt they do Many times I heard them too Please come closer, take my hand And believe in what I said: Don't you fear, I will take you far from here Chorus: Over the day, into the night Like two birds in endless flight Over horizon we are flying tonight I want to hold you in my hands And to fill your emptiness... Over horizon we are flying tonight Clouds are passing far beneath You can fly, if you believe Look at me, I will guide you to be free
Every person has a shield That covers from the crowd Our life is a battlefield All you need is to look around When there’s nothing to believe When there’s no one you can trust Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us Every morning I wake up Many bad thoughts in my head Bleeding heart wants just to stop But I know it’s not the end There is nothing I believe There is no one I can trust It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up Chorus: So many times I washed my hands With blood of enemies and friends But now I feel alone And silence still surrounds me So many times she held my hand But I was too blind to understand Redemption was my way But now it lies behind me You will ask once again Is it possible to live When there’s no one I can trust When there’s nothing to believe You will never understand The bitter way I live my life There’s the only thing I know This way keeps me alive
All people say that you never forgive mistakes So know, I’m waiting for you to take action I used to love you too, but now it seems That you are deaf and blind and show no reaction Chorus: What do you want from me? I gave you all what you can see But now I try to understand Is it true? Do you pretend? What do you want from me? What kind of fool have I to be But now I try to understand, but I can’t see What do you want from me? All people say that you care too much Still millions of people are dying in silence Forgive me, but I think you’re not so kind And if I’m wrong, please stop the violence
Cold as an autumn rain Inside my soul I feel such pain It cuts me like a knife I wish you never crossed my life Believe me it’s the end And u can stop now to pretend You only love yourself Don’t wanna be a thing you have So open wide the door No need to keep me any more Can’t promise we’ll stay friends That’s how the story comes to ends I see the fading sun You've really made me come undone Enough with your deceit I do not want my heart to bleed Chorus: I don’t believe your stories 'Cause when I see your eyes I understand your feelings Were nothing but disguise My dearest dreams and wishes I ever shared with you Are gone away forever Never to come true I hope you will remember These last words that I say I wish I never met you And never crossed your way And if I ever see you Someday, somewhere, somehow I will not fall for you, girl 'Cause now you've lost your crown
I see shadows walking side by side I want you to be my only guide Turn off the lights, in darkness I trust, All your dreams will burn into dust…. I`m the creation from evil seeds Nightmare is drowning into your sleep Turn off the lights I`m calling to stay All angels and demons from yesterday Stop screaming inside my head… My heart is bleeding in your hand… Chorus: I am the Devil, I am the God Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground I am the darkness, I am the light I’m getting closer, coming into your mind I am walking to the valley of death To bring You freedom, to give you my breath. I am walking to the valley of life To find the waters where I want you to dive… Angels will reach me and spread my wings Demons will guide me to broken dreams Hailing the point of no return Which of the evils you choose to burn?
I tried my best to make you see the truth But it’s so hard, you look around with your eyes closed My dearest friend I have to go, but promise me That you will keep my final words in memory Don’t believe anyone, just believe in yourself Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have Turn your eyes to the sky, realize you are free But I’m begging you – please, pray for me…. Chorus: Pray for me Until there is no rain on the street Pray for me Until my broken heart stops to bleed Look at me Until you see no tears on my face Set me free And let me disappear from this place There is a point where everything begins and ends My time is lost, I could not hold it in my hands... Don’t believe anyone, just believe in yourself Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have Turn your eyes to the sky, realize – you are free But I’m begging you – please, pray for me….


SkyQode is happy to announce their first official release, the eagerly awaited "Constellation" by Mental Discipline.

One of Russia's best synthpop/futurepop projects, Mental Discipline is led by Alex Mental, who writes and performs all of the music as well as contributes on most of the lyrics for the project. Mental Discipline's first official release in April 2011, was the critically acclaimed maxi-single "Fallen Stars" which featured the guest vocalists Felix Marc (Frozen Plasma, Diorama) and Peter Rainman (People Theatre) each doing a version of the track. An extremely danceable blend of synthpop and futurepop with meaningful lyrics, the single has quickly become a favorite of DJs and club-goers around the world. "Constellation" takes this idea a step further presenting listeners with a real galaxy of guest vocalists. Among them are Felix Marc, Alex Brown (!Distain), Salva Maine (Culture Kultür), Rouven Walterowicz (Endanger), Roberto Conforti (Pulcher Femina), Richard Björklund (Spektralized) and other wonderful singers. This brings different energy and feel to each track and makes for a dynamic and exciting album. Each track stands as an individual constellation, but comes together to form a seamless tapestry through the recognizable style and production that make a Mental Discipline release stand out.

"Constellation" is produced, mixed and mastered entirely by Alexander 'Rush' Gladky (Alpha Point) who brought a powerful and modern sound and excellent production to the album. The CD version of this release comes as a limited 4-panel digipak with a 16-page booklet and includes a bonus track performed by Alex Mental.


released December 12, 2012

catalogue #: SQD01

Mental Discipline: Alex Mental
Management: Stanislav Burmistrov

All music written by Alex Mental
All arrangements by Alex Mental & Alexander 'Rush' Gladky
All lyrics written by Alex Mental & Andrey Nefedov, except for:
track 03 (by Alex Mental & Felix Marc)
track 04 (by Andrey Nefedov & Alexander 'Rush' Gladky)
track 09 (by Alex Mental & Richard Björklund)
track 10 (by Alex Mental & Ars Archer)

Guitars on tracks 06 & 10 by Grover (Cold In May)
Backing vocal on track 07 by Stefanie Spranger

All tracks mixed & mastered by Alexander 'Rush' Gladky at SMT studio

Cover art by Marina Kunakasova & Egor Kosmachev
Booklet design by Super Gendor & Marina Kunakasova

Many thanks to: Stanislav Burmistrov, Andrey Nefedov, Alexander 'Rush' Gladky, Marina Kunakasova, Egor Kosmachev, Mike Encore, Sergey Semenov, Sergey 'Geolog' Vakulov, Niki DrInNki Nicosia, D.j. Elder, Claudia Rossner-Poniz and Alexey Extra

Deepest gratitude to all the musicians who participated in this album!

Thanks to all Mental Discipline fans for a continuing support!





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