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Intro
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Six long years in the darkness and cold
With so many problems that cannot be solved
Every day I try to cure my madness inside
But still I’m stuck in a mad house that’s called my life
Hold me closer, hold me stronger
Take care of me
Bring me medicine, give me water
And I’ll make you see
Chorus:
Welcome to my madhouse
I see you, I feel you
If we can split our hearts
I know my dreams will become true
Welcome to my madhouse
Save me! Help me!
All we need is several hours
There’s no way to be cured for me
Crawling slowly into my head
Make me believe that I’m not going mad
Injections you deliver can’t help me anymore
I wanted you to cure me but now I’m not so sure
Hold me closer, hold me stronger
Take care of me
Bring me medicine, give me water
And I’ll make you see
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Neon light is shining
On your velvet skin and diamond eyes
It's no use denying
You are running from the paradise
But the gates are hidden
And the key is lost inside your heart
Winter feels much colder
Tearing our world apart
Chorus:
So we fall to pieces
You did not want to die or live
Wasted are your feelings
And still it's so hard to believe
That we fall to pieces
There are no reasons to go on
You have lost your feelings
And now you suffer on your own
Do you hear me calling?
Trying not to make the same mistakes
As your eyes get blurry
And you feel this pain will never end
Final fantasy turning
Before the fear deletes your face
Run away, run away from here
Never to return to my embrace
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Many wasted years have left behind
Nothing but the misery inside
All I know is just one thing for sure
I don't wanna bear it anymore
You could be the one to get me out
From the claws of misery and doubt
'Cause I see the shining of your light
I won't let this moment pass me by
Chorus:
In the moment that lies between us now
Shine on me with your light
I just wanna be honest to the end
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to see behind my eyes
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to look into my heart
Trying to push memories aside
To the darkest corners of my mind
But the scars of past they still feel sore
I don't wanna feel it anymore
Help me to restore my peace of mind
Heal me with your shining golden light
As I see you coming closer now
Promise, I will never let you down
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I’m gonna change my mind
To make my heart stronger
'Cause every time we fight
You want me just to suffer longer
It doesn’t matter how I will survive
Without you I keep myself alive…
I'm gonna try to take
All the moments back again
'Cause nothing's left for me
To stop this endless pain
My desperation helps me to forget your face
But I have to admit some things are painful to erase
Chorus:
We are walking in two different ways
We have a different destination
I hope I'll never see you all these days
And will forget your eyes full of passion
We are walking in two different lines
We must decide it now or never
If It’s Impossible to change our lives
Go away or stay together
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Hey, I know what do you feel
The deepest things you can't reveal
I've come to take you far from here
Pain and sorrow on your way
I will make them go away
Time has come and you should know I'm the one
These cruel words they say to you
Oh, I know the hurt they do
Many times I heard them too
Please come closer, take my hand
And believe in what I said:
Don't you fear, I will take you far from here
Chorus:
Over the day, into the night
Like two birds in endless flight
Over horizon we are flying tonight
I want to hold you in my hands
And to fill your emptiness...
Over horizon we are flying tonight
Clouds are passing far beneath
You can fly, if you believe
Look at me, I will guide you to be free
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Every person has a shield
That covers from the crowd
Our life is a battlefield
All you need is to look around
When there’s nothing to believe
When there’s no one you can trust
Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us
Every morning I wake up
Many bad thoughts in my head
Bleeding heart wants just to stop
But I know it’s not the end
There is nothing I believe
There is no one I can trust
It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up
Chorus:
So many times I washed my hands
With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me
You will ask once again
Is it possible to live
When there’s no one I can trust
When there’s nothing to believe
You will never understand
The bitter way I live my life
There’s the only thing I know
This way keeps me alive
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All people say that you never forgive mistakes
So know, I’m waiting for you to take action
I used to love you too, but now it seems
That you are deaf and blind and show no reaction
Chorus:
What do you want from me?
I gave you all what you can see
But now I try to understand
Is it true? Do you pretend?
What do you want from me?
What kind of fool have I to be
But now I try to understand, but I can’t see
What do you want from me?
All people say that you care too much
Still millions of people are dying in silence
Forgive me, but I think you’re not so kind
And if I’m wrong, please stop the violence
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Cold as an autumn rain
Inside my soul I feel such pain
It cuts me like a knife
I wish you never crossed my life
Believe me it’s the end
And u can stop now to pretend
You only love yourself
Don’t wanna be a thing you have
So open wide the door
No need to keep me any more
Can’t promise we’ll stay friends
That’s how the story comes to ends
I see the fading sun
You've really made me come undone
Enough with your deceit
I do not want my heart to bleed
Chorus:
I don’t believe your stories
'Cause when I see your eyes
I understand your feelings
Were nothing but disguise
My dearest dreams and wishes
I ever shared with you
Are gone away forever
Never to come true
I hope you will remember
These last words that I say
I wish I never met you
And never crossed your way
And if I ever see you
Someday, somewhere, somehow
I will not fall for you, girl
'Cause now you've lost your crown
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I see shadows walking side by side
I want you to be my only guide
Turn off the lights, in darkness I trust,
All your dreams will burn into dust….
I`m the creation from evil seeds
Nightmare is drowning into your sleep
Turn off the lights I`m calling to stay
All angels and demons from yesterday
Stop screaming inside my head…
My heart is bleeding in your hand…
Chorus:
I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground
I am the darkness, I am the light
I’m getting closer, coming into your mind
I am walking to the valley of death
To bring You freedom, to give you my breath.
I am walking to the valley of life
To find the waters where I want you to dive…
Angels will reach me and spread my wings
Demons will guide me to broken dreams
Hailing the point of no return
Which of the evils you choose to burn?
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I tried my best to make you see the truth
But it’s so hard, you look around with your eyes closed
My dearest friend I have to go, but promise me
That you will keep my final words in memory
Don’t believe anyone, just believe in yourself
Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have
Turn your eyes to the sky, realize you are free
But I’m begging you – please, pray for me….
Chorus:
Pray for me
Until there is no rain on the street
Pray for me
Until my broken heart stops to bleed
Look at me
Until you see no tears on my face
Set me free
And let me disappear from this place
There is a point where everything begins and ends
My time is lost, I could not hold it in my hands...
Don’t believe anyone, just believe in yourself
Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have
Turn your eyes to the sky, realize – you are free
But I’m begging you – please, pray for me….
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